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HELLO.im JAMIE!
i study in
24december'93
i ♥ being with people who make me smile.
difficulty level : Sky High.
SIGH.
okay,seriously..getting to know you better is IMPOSSIBLE.
i think you hate me.
i didnt mean to piss you off okay.
okay,you hate me.
you're not going to talk to me on msn.
you're not going to reply my smses in a nice way.
but you know what?
i still like you.
nothing can change that.
i love your smile..
really.
<3
okay,seriously..getting to know you better is IMPOSSIBLE.
i think you hate me.
i didnt mean to piss you off okay.
okay,you hate me.
you're not going to talk to me on msn.
you're not going to reply my smses in a nice way.
but you know what?
i still like you.
nothing can change that.
i love your smile..
really.
<3
Sunday, August 8, 2010 - 10:50 PM
madly,deeply in love with you.
i have to post this on blogger cuz like no one ever reads this and i can change the font to make it unreadable..
okay,lets face it..im deeply,madly,insane-ly in love with you.
you may not be hot or cute..but i still think you're perfect.
your smile...
your eyes...
*melts*
everytime i think of you,i feel myself blushing
i dont know..
i just think you're perfect.
no guy has ever made me blush this bad..
you must be special.
i really hope that you'll talk to me soon!
but i doubt it.
you dont even talk much to anyone,not even the australians..
what makes me think that you'll talk to me.
i'll probably keep this to myself and let it digest me inside out.
ily. ♥
okay,lets face it..im deeply,madly,insane-ly in love with you.
you may not be hot or cute..but i still think you're perfect.
your smile...
your eyes...
*melts*
everytime i think of you,i feel myself blushing
i dont know..
i just think you're perfect.
no guy has ever made me blush this bad..
you must be special.
i really hope that you'll talk to me soon!
but i doubt it.
you dont even talk much to anyone,not even the australians..
what makes me think that you'll talk to me.
i'll probably keep this to myself and let it digest me inside out.
ily. ♥
Saturday, August 7, 2010 - 9:50 PM
IMSOFREEKINGPISSED.EVERYSINGLETIME,ICANONLYBYOURSHADOW.LIKEWTHE.OKAY.SOYOUM
USTWINMEEVERSINGLETIME,ANDACTDAMNSTYLEANDPRETENDTOBESOAWESOME.LIKEIDONTGIVEA
DAMN.SHOLE.ANDI'LL ALWAYSREMEMBERWHATYOUSAIDTOMETHEOTHERTIMBYATCH.OKAY...SOLIKEYOU
HAVETOWINME
EVERYTIMERIGHT?COOL.YOUCANBEATMETODEATH.CHEERS.OH,ANDYOU'RESUC
HACOPYCAT
.PLEASE?CONTACTS,OKAY..MAYBE CANACCEPT.THENSUDDENLYMUSTPUTFRINGEDOWNINSCHOOL
.LIKEWTHEF?PLEASELA.GETA
LIFECAN.ANDALLYOURLIES
SSSS.IMSUREYOURNOSEMUSTBEDAMNLONGNOW..
"OH,NOLA.IDONTLIKEHIM.HEJUSTREMINDSMEOFMYFRIENDSINSINGAPORE."GOEATSHIT.S
ERIOUSLY.IHOPEYOUTWOLAST...NOT.
Friday, July 23, 2010 - 9:33 PM
abandoned blogger for tumblr :P
Monday, June 7, 2010 - 2:46 PM
4/6
okayokay,we all gotta admit that australia is pretty nice.good weather (well,sorta..) and awesome people too!
4 months summary as follows :
"i cant believe its been FOUR months since i last came to australia..it feels like yesterday.really,not kidding..it might be cliche,but ask any overseas student and they'll tell you the same thing.well,maybe not ALWAYS,but on happy days like today,it does :D
hmm,FOUR months since i saw you.FOUR months since i've changed.changed mindset,changed personality (?),etc.find out for yourself (:
im just really glad that time has passed so quickly.week after week,tests after tests..and tada!its now term2week6!ohyeah!38 days till im back in singapore!i can contain my excitement..just wanna go back and spend time with my parents,family,friends,and teachers!
i've been missing my grandmother like loads this few days.my laptop wallpaper and phone wallpaper is like my picture with her!really,really,really miss my grandmother a lot.i mean,she's like the only grandparent that i've got on both sides.so im naturally close to her.i just think of her day in and day out.i remember all the times that she stood on my side when my parents were angry with me,she doted on me,she cooked yummy food for me (miss the fried shallots XD)..plus,most importantly,she looked after me when i was young!yeah,i can go on and on and on and on..there's no end to it.i felt sooooo guilty when i last chatted with her..cuz i really missed her and i cried.like no surprise right?buttttt,i made my grandmother cry tooooo! ): first time i saw her cry! *heart breaks* and then today my mum told me about how when my grandmother talks to other people about me,she feels very 'heart pain' and then i was like 'awwwwww *sobs*'i promise i will give her a big hug when i go back..and i'll go out to eat with her and make her very happy :D
ZOMG,so many things i wanna do when i go back!
I MISS JRSLR T.T we must meet up no matter what!we go eat roti prata..have fun,and chill! (:
okayokay,i shall end this emo post here!
loves,jam :D"
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 - 10:30 PM
实在太难受
see those long pretty legs?!
*jealous*
hmm,im soooooooo inspired to blog.dont ask me why (:
andddd,imma blog in chinese too :D
过了那么久，我终于明白了。对你而言，我只是一个让你利用的人。对你而言，我是个容易被取代的人。我的存在根本是没意义的。被利用的滋味实在太难受了。看见你跟其他人聊天时那么开心，我的心里真的很难受！既然你那么喜欢利用人，那你就去利用她吧。不要再伤我的心了。我总是问我自己这个问题：‘当初，我为什么会爱上你？’在我们认识的这段日子里，你只让我开心了那么一下子。大概只有一个星期吧。我真搞不懂，我为什么会爱上你？！我恨不得你现在马上消失在我面前。遇上你，是我今年最大的错误。爱上你是我这一辈子最大的遗憾。因为如果不是你的出现，我现在应该还会很开心吧。
im not emo.i repeat,i am NOT emo.its just the truth,the facts..the reality that make me so infinitely pissed.i've finally seen your true (ugly) colours.im just a replacement.you know what,you're not even fit to be a replacement.so im just a friend when she's not online.and when she is,somehow i become invisible.yah,just stop all your crap acting.i trusted you,i believed you.my bad.i cant wait for you to ask for help again,then i can finally snap at you.your sight irks me.shole.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 - 11:02 PM
and when i grow up
when i grow up,
i wanna be happy (:
i believe that i've got the rights to be happy.
a happy soul free from everything complicated.
i want to be freed from a confused heart.
why?!
you made me happy for the past 2 days.i was really happy.and i thought that maybe its starting to work out.even up till this evening,i was really happy.then i realised that i've been a fool all these while.we'll never work out..'cause we're that different.you're just making use of me.and it sucks.it hurts.really,it does.you'll never know how it feels.'cause you're always the one making use of people.i dont wanna know what happens when one day,my results just suck.you'll probably ignore me.all this while,there was this little bit of hope in me.i just hoped that one day,i'll be your friend.a true friend.not just someone you can easily replace.but well,its a fairytale.and fairytales dont come true.i cant believe that all this while,i believed you.well,i know its not jealousy behind this anger.its disappointment.seriously!how could you.you suck,and i hate you.
i wanna be happy (:
i believe that i've got the rights to be happy.
a happy soul free from everything complicated.
i want to be freed from a confused heart.
why?!
you made me happy for the past 2 days.i was really happy.and i thought that maybe its starting to work out.even up till this evening,i was really happy.then i realised that i've been a fool all these while.we'll never work out..'cause we're that different.you're just making use of me.and it sucks.it hurts.really,it does.you'll never know how it feels.'cause you're always the one making use of people.i dont wanna know what happens when one day,my results just suck.you'll probably ignore me.all this while,there was this little bit of hope in me.i just hoped that one day,i'll be your friend.a true friend.not just someone you can easily replace.but well,its a fairytale.and fairytales dont come true.i cant believe that all this while,i believed you.well,i know its not jealousy behind this anger.its disappointment.seriously!how could you.you suck,and i hate you.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 - 10:06 PM