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HELLO.
im JAMIE!
i study in YuminPrimarySchool ChungChengHighSchool(Main) MurdochCollege
24december'93
i ♥ being with people who make me smile.

31st January 2010.
officially my last day of play.
and things just arent going on like i expected.

im missing singapore and everyone there.
i know im not suppose to post this on my blog cuz im just going to make people more depressed,
but i have to.
really.

i feel like im such a money sucking machine all of a sudden.
AUD$330 per week for homestay.
AUD$23000 for WAUFP school fees this 10months.
AUD$1000 for my school books and school uniform for this year.
it doesnt help that the uni course im aiming for is the most expensive course that murdoch has to offer,
and i have to do it for 6 years.
plus my monthly allowance and ballet fees.
shit.
i dont even feel like continuing ballet now.
somehow.
i mean,
i dont even want to pursue a career in dance so why i am wasting AUD$370 per term doing something for leisure (even though its considered cheap compared to singapore).
and it doesnt include my new shoes and leotards,etc.
makes no sense at all.
yeah.
i've made up my mind.
im probably going to come up with some lame excuse to stop ballet after this 2weeks of trial.
i shall start saving money from now on.
i still dont know if i made the right choice.


SINGAPORE!
i miss singapore,really.
i miss going out with rachel and our clique.
i miss seoul garden and food spams.
i miss chungcheng and all the familiar faces.
i miss mr lim and his pair of listening ears.
i miss mr lam and all his randomness,crappyness and advice.
i miss ms teo and her zi-highness.
i miss mrs low and her always-so-interesting biology lessons.
i miss wulaoshi and her fun chinese classes.
i miss all the teachers cuz although they gave us truckloads of homework,they were always there,waiting to lead a helping hand..
i miss my family cuz i never feel out-of-place when im with them.
i miss seeing my uncle at random places.
(how i wish you could pop up in front of me now)
i miss ballet classes with ms kee cuz it was nice,relaxing and convenient.
i miss singapore's transportation cuz you dont have to wait for a bus for an hour without knowing whether or not it stops at that busstop.
i miss you and all your smses,even though they always seemed so cold.
i miss everyone,
i really do.

i still dont know if i made the right choice.
afterall,
it isnt guranteed that i'll get into vetscience.
if i dont..
i probably wasted tonnes of money,
and i wasted all my tears for nothing.

i know that there's two sides to a coin.
but its easy to say,
difficult to put into practice.
i try to think of the positive side.
but everything runs dry sometimes.
and positive thoughts do,too.



i miss you all,
and i cant wait to get myself back to singapore in july / december!
but i'll have to suffer the loneliness and stress before that.
i know i can do it.
i can,
and i will.

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