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HELLO.im JAMIE!
i study in
24december'93
i ♥ being with people who make me smile.
last day of february (:
i spent my awesome last day of february crapping with rachel,doing human bio and chemistry and lazing around.
what a nice way to waste time :D
chat with rachel was awesome as usual.
"i need to go off at 12."
*at 12.03pm*
"eh,its past 12 alr!"
"i said 12.30"
*at 12.30pm*
"lets make it 1"
*at 1pm*
"ahya...1.30 then stop."
*at 1.30pm"
"okay,we'll go off at 2"
*at 2pm"
"its 2.we should really go off now."
and then we said our goodbyes.
i miss you,rachypachy! ):
next sunday :DD
you always make sundays so enjoyable.
it feels great to chat with you cuz we can pretty much talk about everything (:
haha!
and spamming shuhadah was the funniest thing!
i really really truely miss those times T.T
out tmr with all those people.
sigh,
im going cuz tez is going and i dont want her to feel lonely (:
i hope it'll be good luh (:
what a nice way to waste time :D
chat with rachel was awesome as usual.
"i need to go off at 12."
*at 12.03pm*
"eh,its past 12 alr!"
"i said 12.30"
*at 12.30pm*
"lets make it 1"
*at 1pm*
"ahya...1.30 then stop."
*at 1.30pm"
"okay,we'll go off at 2"
*at 2pm"
"its 2.we should really go off now."
and then we said our goodbyes.
i miss you,rachypachy! ):
next sunday :DD
you always make sundays so enjoyable.
it feels great to chat with you cuz we can pretty much talk about everything (:
haha!
and spamming shuhadah was the funniest thing!
i really really truely miss those times T.T
out tmr with all those people.
sigh,
im going cuz tez is going and i dont want her to feel lonely (:
i hope it'll be good luh (:
Sunday, February 28, 2010 - 9:12 PM
crazy moodswings.
its weird how people (like me) can get those rollercoaster moodswings.
how i can be unsure of something,
and then the next moment,
i've made up my mind.
this is probably something i cant understand up till now.
so today,
i was in math class,
doing my math rather enthusiastically.
then something happened,
and i went "okay,im not going to the beach cuz i dont feel like it."
its pretty random,considering the fact that i couldnt make up my mind for the past week.
but this isnt one of those times where i keep changing my mind.
not this time,at least.
i hope that what im going to do isnt going to make me regret.
seeing the photos on facebook and going "i should have went!"
but yeah..
i guess im starting to feel different alr.
so,
things would probably turn out differently from next week onwards.
YAY!
hmm,i guess that facebook quizzy hingy was right..there are some issues that the heart,rather than the mind has to solve.i hate it when im so ultra emotionalso hopelessly emotional.whyyyyyyyy?if its difficult to love someone,its even more difficult to hate someone.so yeah.i shall be strong (:when you really hate someone,everything he/she does irritates you.like ' wth are you doing that' kinda feeling.hmm,next week.sigh.
i could have posted something more evil and emotional when i came back from school today,
cuz i was so pissed and warm and sweaty.
but thankfully i had C who willingly lend me some advice.
so,
i guess im much better now.
still not regretting my choice.
I CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY WITH RACHEL :D
how i can be unsure of something,
and then the next moment,
i've made up my mind.
this is probably something i cant understand up till now.
so today,
i was in math class,
doing my math rather enthusiastically.
then something happened,
and i went "okay,im not going to the beach cuz i dont feel like it."
its pretty random,considering the fact that i couldnt make up my mind for the past week.
but this isnt one of those times where i keep changing my mind.
not this time,at least.
i hope that what im going to do isnt going to make me regret.
seeing the photos on facebook and going "i should have went!"
but yeah..
i guess im starting to feel different alr.
so,
things would probably turn out differently from next week onwards.
YAY!
hmm,i guess that facebook quizzy hingy was right..there are some issues that the heart,rather than the mind has to solve.i hate it when im so ultra emotionalso hopelessly emotional.whyyyyyyyy?if its difficult to love someone,its even more difficult to hate someone.so yeah.i shall be strong (:when you really hate someone,everything he/she does irritates you.like ' wth are you doing that' kinda feeling.hmm,next week.sigh.
i could have posted something more evil and emotional when i came back from school today,
cuz i was so pissed and warm and sweaty.
but thankfully i had C who willingly lend me some advice.
so,
i guess im much better now.
still not regretting my choice.
I CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY WITH RACHEL :D
Friday, February 26, 2010 - 10:06 PM
"love,me."
I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
-Colin Raye
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
FIRST MONTH.
i've made great friends here.
but its different.
not the same group of people that eat with you in class,
not those teachers that you can go crazy with,
or those friends that mug with you.
its just different.
adapting to a whole new environment and stuff.
its more like a dog-eat-dog world out here..
the survival of the fittest,
the battle to be the best.
the friends i have here and those that i have back in singapore are clearly very different.
but still,
i love all the whacky people im with in murdoch.
and i miss those back in singapore.
and rachel,
i want you to know that you've indeed been a great emotional help all these while.
it really feels like you're here with me.
i can imagine how you would react to the things that happen here,
and how you would enjoy it.
but too bad.
you're stuck in singapore.
haha!
i really look forward to sundays now.
all the fun we have even though we're in different continents altogether.
maybe this separation is good in some ways.
i feel that i can tell you so much more (*winks*) than i could if i had stayed on.
you know what i mean.
i can safely tell you stuff cuz i know that you cant tell the person,
or try to embarrase me.
haha!
i hate it when i feel like talking to you in the middle of the week.
we have to stick to our once a week thing.
once every two weeks would definitely kill me.
lalalalala~
cant wait for sundayyyy :D
hmm,
sometimes i wonder what will have happened if i stayed on.
i probably wont make such good friends so quickly.
but then..sigh.
okay,i must not be affected.
i shall not care.
it doesnt matter.
i shall be neutral,again.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
-Colin Raye
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
FIRST MONTH.
i've made great friends here.
but its different.
not the same group of people that eat with you in class,
not those teachers that you can go crazy with,
or those friends that mug with you.
its just different.
adapting to a whole new environment and stuff.
its more like a dog-eat-dog world out here..
the survival of the fittest,
the battle to be the best.
the friends i have here and those that i have back in singapore are clearly very different.
but still,
i love all the whacky people im with in murdoch.
and i miss those back in singapore.
and rachel,
i want you to know that you've indeed been a great emotional help all these while.
it really feels like you're here with me.
i can imagine how you would react to the things that happen here,
and how you would enjoy it.
but too bad.
you're stuck in singapore.
haha!
i really look forward to sundays now.
all the fun we have even though we're in different continents altogether.
maybe this separation is good in some ways.
i feel that i can tell you so much more (*winks*) than i could if i had stayed on.
you know what i mean.
i can safely tell you stuff cuz i know that you cant tell the person,
or try to embarrase me.
haha!
i hate it when i feel like talking to you in the middle of the week.
we have to stick to our once a week thing.
once every two weeks would definitely kill me.
lalalalala~
cant wait for sundayyyy :D
hmm,
sometimes i wonder what will have happened if i stayed on.
i probably wont make such good friends so quickly.
but then..sigh.
okay,i must not be affected.
i shall not care.
it doesnt matter.
i shall be neutral,again.
Thursday, February 25, 2010 - 7:16 PM
nothing matters anymore.
i keep telling myself that nothing matters,but still,that thought only lasts for 1day.FAILED!okay..nothing matters,nothing matters,NOTHING MATTERS!!!grrrr..from tmr onwards,i shall start mugging and not care.really,i wont.
which means i'll probably not go beaching?idk..i still have the weekends to decide..why must we be in the same class?!omgomgomg..hate it ! ):
which means i'll probably not go beaching?idk..i still have the weekends to decide..why must we be in the same class?!omgomgomg..hate it ! ):
- 5:32 PM
i hate the awkward silence that comes along when our eyes meet.
i hate it even if it lasts for one second..which is usually the case.and when we chat for ages on msn,but hardly ever talk.there's got to be a reason..but i have no idea what that is.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 - 7:11 PM
dont expect people to return favours.
i just feel the need to vent somewhere cuz my awesome mindreading friend isnt online!
urgh.
pissed off.
like really,huge-ly,massively.
i know none of this makes sense.
it isnt supposed to.
wth?!
i hate my life cuz its damn screwed up.
irritating.
how i wish i could go back in time.
obviously i cant,
but i cant even decide on the next step to take.
failed.
damn failed
sheesh.
i hate my life.
okay,
face it.
who doesnt?!
the grass always seems greener on the other side.
but like any of this would have changed even if i stayed in singapore.
one thing,
MY LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME.
I HATE IT.
plus,i hate you too!
(i have no idea who that 'you' is.i just know i hate someone for some particular reason i dont know either.)
on the BRIGHTEST SIDE,
chatted and played msn games with awesome rachel yesterday.
this coming sunday.
WHOOOOTS.
can waittt :D
urgh.
pissed off.
like really,huge-ly,massively.
i know none of this makes sense.
it isnt supposed to.
wth?!
i hate my life cuz its damn screwed up.
irritating.
how i wish i could go back in time.
obviously i cant,
but i cant even decide on the next step to take.
failed.
damn failed
sheesh.
i hate my life.
okay,
face it.
who doesnt?!
the grass always seems greener on the other side.
but like any of this would have changed even if i stayed in singapore.
one thing,
MY LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME.
I HATE IT.
plus,i hate you too!
(i have no idea who that 'you' is.i just know i hate someone for some particular reason i dont know either.)
on the BRIGHTEST SIDE,
chatted and played msn games with awesome rachel yesterday.
this coming sunday.
WHOOOOTS.
can waittt :D
Monday, February 22, 2010 - 7:32 PM
camwhore like there's no tomorrow.
weekly update for rachel.
heh.
camwhored in school like some crazy person.
unglam to the maxx,i tell you.
laughing as if i inhaled laughing gas.
but still,
im happy that i've got such good friends here after 3weeks.
WHOOO!
im missing you and you and you and you.
JULY :D
heh.
i'll smile like i've never smiled before.
'cause i love you more than i hate you.
heh.
camwhored in school like some crazy person.
unglam to the maxx,i tell you.
laughing as if i inhaled laughing gas.
but still,
im happy that i've got such good friends here after 3weeks.
WHOOO!
im missing you and you and you and you.
JULY :D
heh.
i'll smile like i've never smiled before.
'cause i love you more than i hate you.
Friday, February 19, 2010 - 5:53 PM
double attack.
happy chinese new year and happy valentines!
heh.
i got a super huge pencil case from mummy as my valentines present.
im so touched (:
school tmr D:
i hate having school during CNY.
it feels so weird.
okay,im going to be lame tmr and start wishing all the chinese in murdoch 'happy new year'.
im so random now.
hahahahaha.
i need to recharge now.
SCHOOL TOMMORROW.
I AM GOING TO BE SLEEPY IN CLASS D:
heh.
i got a super huge pencil case from mummy as my valentines present.
im so touched (:
school tmr D:
i hate having school during CNY.
it feels so weird.
okay,im going to be lame tmr and start wishing all the chinese in murdoch 'happy new year'.
im so random now.
hahahahaha.
i need to recharge now.
SCHOOL TOMMORROW.
I AM GOING TO BE SLEEPY IN CLASS D:
Sunday, February 14, 2010 - 9:58 PM
i dont like replacing people.
second week of school has officially begun.
( shucks,i forgot that i got humanbio homework today! ): )
Anyway,just a quick update over the weekends.
best thing that happened - called rachel on sunday,TWICE (:
loved much!
cant wait for friday with her again,
and saturday with relatives :D
i miss your messages a lot.
even if it was a LOL.
but still,
i miss them!
its weird that when i say 'i miss you' in singapore,
it didnt really occur to me that i wasnt exactly missing you.
i am,now.
it really doesnt matter where i am,does it?
but it feels awkward.
like im missing you more now.
that dream was freaky.
and the affinity we have..speechless.
its just something that we have.
ahh,memories,sweet memories.
save money and come over to australia soon!
( shucks,i forgot that i got humanbio homework today! ): )
Anyway,just a quick update over the weekends.
best thing that happened - called rachel on sunday,TWICE (:
loved much!
cant wait for friday with her again,
and saturday with relatives :D
i miss your messages a lot.
even if it was a LOL.
but still,
i miss them!
its weird that when i say 'i miss you' in singapore,
it didnt really occur to me that i wasnt exactly missing you.
i am,now.
it really doesnt matter where i am,does it?
but it feels awkward.
like im missing you more now.
that dream was freaky.
and the affinity we have..speechless.
its just something that we have.
ahh,memories,sweet memories.
save money and come over to australia soon!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 - 8:46 PM
3rd day of school.
i know im not supposed to be blogging until friday.
oooh,
i wasnt supposed to use the internet until friday.
but,exception...cuz tmr's SLACK DAY.
whooohooo! (:
new school,new faces and all.
but up till now,
its been rather nice cuz there are so many singaporeans in murdoch college.
so awesome!
haha.
being in school is fun cuz you dont have the extra time to think about stuff.
and i've got many asian friends,
so its really fun! (:
but i still miss you,rachel.
haha.
dont think i can ever find someone like you!
jinxjinxjinxjinxjinx :D
awwwww,i miss those days.
i've got your french horn on my pencilcase you know!
so im bringing it to my classes and stuff.
miss you tonnes!
i shall smuggle you here when i go back okay? (:
and about the msg,
NO PROBLEM!
anyway,i dont really use my prepaid as well.
heh.
and i was waiting for the bus to arrive.
im glad that i swapped my mathspecialist for private study (:
i just want my textbooks to come now so i can play with my classpad!
classpad,classpad,CLASSPAD.
i still cant get over the fact that it was 15degrees this morning.
its supposed to be summer.
gosh!
but i've got my jumper now,
so its going to be good tmr (:
miss everyone back in singapore!
im glad that there's always someone on MSN that i can talk to!
and crap with.
heh.
RACOONNNNN! :DDDDD
oooh,
i wasnt supposed to use the internet until friday.
but,exception...cuz tmr's SLACK DAY.
whooohooo! (:
new school,new faces and all.
but up till now,
its been rather nice cuz there are so many singaporeans in murdoch college.
so awesome!
haha.
being in school is fun cuz you dont have the extra time to think about stuff.
and i've got many asian friends,
so its really fun! (:
but i still miss you,rachel.
haha.
dont think i can ever find someone like you!
jinxjinxjinxjinxjinx :D
awwwww,i miss those days.
i've got your french horn on my pencilcase you know!
so im bringing it to my classes and stuff.
miss you tonnes!
i shall smuggle you here when i go back okay? (:
and about the msg,
NO PROBLEM!
anyway,i dont really use my prepaid as well.
heh.
and i was waiting for the bus to arrive.
im glad that i swapped my mathspecialist for private study (:
i just want my textbooks to come now so i can play with my classpad!
classpad,classpad,CLASSPAD.
i still cant get over the fact that it was 15degrees this morning.
its supposed to be summer.
gosh!
but i've got my jumper now,
so its going to be good tmr (:
miss everyone back in singapore!
im glad that there's always someone on MSN that i can talk to!
and crap with.
heh.
RACOONNNNN! :DDDDD
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 - 10:31 PM