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HELLO.
im JAMIE!
i study in YuminPrimarySchool ChungChengHighSchool(Main) MurdochCollege
24december'93
i ♥ being with people who make me smile.

somethings happen for a reason.and sometimes,you dont have to react to it.what will happen,will happen.but i dont know about this.i dont BADLY want things to go my way.i KNOW it wont.i mean,im not dumb in anyway..i can understand hints when their so freaking obvious.whats up with acting emo when everyone's having fun?whats up with staying all silent when lunch and recess is supposed to be the time that you start crapping?its obvious.hello?im not blind.its just a matter of time.and probably the earlier this gets over,the better.put an end to my suffering,will you?sometimes,the most imhumane thing to do,is the most humane way of doing stuffs.and its reality.and i'll happily face up to reality.i have people telling me that things will go my way.all i have to do is to wait.(how long am i going to wait?a month?a year?ten years?)but at the same time,i have people (many people,in fact) that totally dont think that things will work out.yes,it is evil.but how evil can it be if me myself dont think its ever going to happen.i'd be lying if i said that i didnt want things to go my way.it hurts whenever i say that you two will end up together.but whats the point of having high hopes when in the end,im going to be the injured one,and no one's going to give a damn about me?i really dont wanna get disappointed again.i really dont.i will wait.its just that i feel really guilty.i just started having conversations that last longer than 5 sentences,just starting staring into your eyes and not have the awkward silence.i dont want this to be over.not now.its just not the right time.i want to continue to talk to you.i dont want to ignore you,to avoid you.but whenever i talk to you,i feel like im a third party.and it sucks big time.i'll wait.but i dont want to be hurt,again.no one gets it.maybe im just too weak.i cant make myself strong again.i truely understand whats the meaning of 'once bitten,twice shy' now.i dont want a replay of that horrible day.it was bad,yes it was.but then,the after-effects are way worst.okay,i need to get over this and get on with my life.and you know what sucks more?people that arent even involved in this thing giving their useless comments.this isnt a game.at least it isnt if you arent involved.and before anyone makes any comments,we should really think..how would it feel like if you were in such a situation?okay,IT SUCKS.

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